Where I'm At Pt 2

This is my third helping of chamomile tea since early this past evening. It is 3AM now and the tea no longer works. I am alone with my thoughts. At a time when everyone is finally speaking out about things that really matter, even then I don't feel welcome or accepted in my own crowd. It was like that at the walk yesterday, and it's like that to whoever I try to reach out to.
Do I give up and/or give in?
No and no.